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Oh crap, I'm hating life again. =/ It sucks. I wish I didn't. My grandpa is dieing, and I'm too focused on how much I hate life to even notice. He asked me to paint him a snow scene, and I didn't. I can't, it wont come out good enough. Then schools tomorrow. I don't want to go. I really dont....So I'm going to skip. Again. Again, again, again. My teachers hate me  because I'm never there. If I could explain to them just how much school hurts me, then maybe I wouldnt look like such a HUGE weirdo.


I ate dinner by myself, in my room tonight. It brang back bad memories, memories of which I can't handle to think of right now.

 I wish I didn't carve that heart on my hand. I always have to cover it up. I like it though. I think its pretty. It's the prettiest thing on me right now.














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Current Music: brandnew play crack the sky
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Date:January 24th, 2005 01:28 am (UTC)


everything on you is pretty. you just dont notice it. i notice it.
Date:January 24th, 2005 02:16 am (UTC)
^this kid is right, keri.^

if you take off school tomarrow, i dont think they will hate you. if you want, i can help you catch up and what not. but if you do, just paint that snow scene for your grandpa. i think that just knowing that you did it, is good enough for him. i think he just wants to know you thought of him. and he should know that you are. because you are caring about him. you wrote a whole entry on him, and i know you're thinking about him, and you're worried about him. just paint the snow scene. it will make him happy, and maybe then, you'll be happy. and i'll be happy.

feel better, lovely.


beaucoup d'amour,

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